General I have my rope. Whats their to stop me? by disconsolate 5/11/2010 written by disconsolate 5/11/2010 I have A good enough rope. I know how to make A noose. I know where I could Hang myself. I probadly won’t today, I probadly won’t tomorrow, or even this week. I ask again, what or who is their to stop me? I’m ready to give up. 5 comments 0 Email Related posts I’m tired… 5/26/2022 fuck this shit 5/25/2022 Things don’t always get better 5/24/2022 Clinical Depression or going through ‘The Dark Night... 5/24/2022 Patty 5/24/2022 5/23/2022 List 3 good things that happened to you... 5/23/2022 Miss her 5/23/2022 Self made padded room 5/23/2022 i wanna die 5/23/2022 5 comments Searching4Hope 5/11/2010 - 10:43 pm I feel the same way…i think of how i could do it anytime i want…i know how i would and nothing is stopping me and my family has NO IDEA..but there is your future stopping you. You want to see what the future brings you and that your life can and will improve! Log in to Reply MyChoice 5/12/2010 - 7:47 am just make sure if your gonna do it that you are making the right choice. If you have one doubt in your mind about killing yourself then please do NOT do it. Log in to Reply SempaiRuinz 5/12/2010 - 9:47 am Nothing can stop you. No one on here can stop you. We can only beg you to not go through, with this. Sigh, just…whatever feels right to you. Log in to Reply Demi 5/12/2010 - 3:59 pm yeah, I feel the same too. My family have no idea either and my friends only know a little about my life. One of my best friends has been through more crap than I have, yet she doesn’t seem as upset. If I ever try to talk to her about what’s going on, she always turns it around and gets angry saying ‘well imagine what I’m going through’ which really doesn’t help. Neither does positivity. when someone says ‘you’ll be fine’ it makes me want to hurt them. I can only beg that you don’t do it, and hope that I’m not too late. I think, even if it’s so hard and excruciatingly painful to deal with, you should write EVERYTHING down. in an email or something. If you want, send an email to me, and I will be 1000000% supportive. Believe me. email@example.com and writing it down, letting someone else know what you’re going through, they could give you advice, you know? maybe going through the same thing you are. Please consider it. x Log in to Reply maggiemae 5/13/2010 - 3:16 am I tried when I was 14, I took all the asprin we had in the house. The entire bottle. I didn’t want sympathy, I wanted to never feel pain again. Obviously I didn’t die. Have I felt emotional pain since then? Oh yes, much worse than I ever imagined at that young age. But ask me if I have felt joy and I will show you pictures of three of the most beautiful children on earth, a wonderful husband, and grandchildren that bring me happiness I still feel I don’t deserve. I never tried again though the thought creeps in every decade or so mostly because I have low self esteem and struggle with some depression. But I am here to tell you… WAIT! Pray and think long and hard before you do something you can’t undo. If I could have seen a “Good day glimpse” of the life I have now, I would never have tried that day. I thank God I was not sucessful. Do I always have happy days? No and I can’t say you will never feel bad again, but I promise if you wait, you will one day be so very very glad you did. I wish I had the power to let you see a “Good day glimpse” in to your future, but all I can do is tell you I can guarantee it is out there if you wait for it. â™¥ Life is like a mystery and we can’t jump ahead to the end, we have to read the whole book and hope they make it in to a movie with a really sexy star playing our part! â™¥ Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.