well im an illegal immigrant so everyone treats me like scum. bad things always pile up on me and when i ask for help i always get told im being a whiny *****.most of my family cant stand me an a girl i was with for a few years left me.we were engaged but she said i was too good and didnt know how to react to that so she was cruel to me and eventually we broke up.its hard to find a job in my situation.my friends seem to have alienated me and i attempted suicide by swallowing a bottle of pills.amazingly enough i didnt die.instead i laid in bed for 2 days and couldnt walk talk or eat.now i wanna die still but dont know how i will do it.what should i do? im a loving caring guy.why do i deserve such heartache?
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hi
you do sound like an amazing guy.
but its sad that u want to choose this way out.
no one deserves this, we all have it in our lifes, even if you think ur friends are having a perfect life,
we just gotta learn how to cope with it and survive.
i have a bro. in law.. his an immigrant to but earned $1,000 a month. why? because he went out there and searched for any job that was good enough for him. even if it means to work your ass off and come home with pain and sweat. he worked in a company where they make steel.. or something like that. just search for it and you will find a great job. π
dont lose hope.. keep ur head up and ull find great things coming ur way.
hope this helped, because i care. π
thank you.its nice to know someone listens.