He has no idea the control he has over me. There is nothing worse than being ignored by someone you love. I feel so inferior around him. All of my imperfections are layed out infront of me, taunting me-you’re not good enough.
Love is such an unhealthy addiction… it gives someone the power to break you.
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Jezz do I know how that feels its the worst but you have to try something else. I know its hard and Im not gonna say it easy. But if you need someone to vent to or even try to guide you Im here send me your info and we can speak. Hopefully try to ease you mind off a few things alright…
I have went through the same pain recently hun…I went from losing my first girlfriend to then being ignored by the next girl I told I loved…and I wont lie it made me fall to the lowest point I’ve ever been at…it’s what brought me here in fact but I’ve spent the last few days focusing on myself and finding better reasons to try and live…it wasn’t easy and by no means am I over it yet but I’m getting there a step at a time…love is the most wonderful, powerful inspiring thing in the world matched only by it’s ability to cripple, destroy and crush a persons life…it’s a ride hun you have to hold on for dear life half of the time but take it from me…you’ve let to experience the truest love in your life and I know that because I haven’t either despite what I’ve felt before…anyway people are here for you if you need us 🙂 your not alone and don’t let your mind convince you that you are.
My gf makes me feel this way. All the time i keep thinking “What is the point?”, “She deserves better”, “You are never going to be good enough for her”.
thanks for the comments. We can’t help who we love, but you know what? We all deserve someone who respects us, and loves us back just as much as we love them. We all deserve that happiness. If someone isn’t treating you right, get rid of them. It never feels like it in the moment of heartache, but there really is someone out there waiting for the best version of YOU.
As much as I say I’m done with love and relationships, I hope there is someone that will accept the crazy part of me, because it WILL take me awhile to heal. Someone to let me be me.
ughhhh,,feel the same way. 🙁 wen u have a feeling that ur not leveled out with ur partner?