so i just turned thirteen about a month ago. i havent had a boy friend in about 4 or 5 months. i dont care though. i have my friends and that’s all i really care about. im on the cheerleading squad. im on the soccer team. next year i’ll be on the speech team. (i like having a lot of extra curricular activities so im not stuck at home day in and day out)
i have several best friends (casey, wylie, kirsten, and sometimes julia) they have helped me through a lot of things. i return that favour as often as i can. when Kirsten’s sister’s best friend died i was there throughout it all. i love them and i wouldnt survive without them.
in our town strange things happen. a new trnd has started up. every year a senior dies. my friends were talking about how one of them was probably going to die. it scared me. the thought of living without them frightened me and i almost started to cry at the thought of it. my eyes got watery and then they all gave me a hug and said that if one of them died they would watch over me especially because i was delicate and they couldnt stand the thought of me all alone. (ok so im not THAT fragile but im their baby. they protect me from a lot of things) what really scared me though was that what if i was the one to die senior year? no one would be up there waiting for me? well aside from my cat Mafara who i absolutely LOVE who died three winters ago… i couldnt stand a life without any of my friends. i’d go knocking on death door’s itself to get them back (i know cliche but VERY true) i would also trade my life for theirs even if im more than a little scared of going to heaven or whatever it is that our souls go to…
personally i sort of like the idea of reincarnation. i like it because it makes me think that there will ALWAYS be a next time. there will be a next time to see my friends. or a next time to say i love you or a next time to hug my besties.
i know this was a little pointless and probably a waste of your time but feel free to leave a comment if you’d like to.
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-twiggy
2 comments
I personaly thanks it’s wonder to have friends that relly care for you.(My buddys are all co workers(I’m that lame)Reincarnation is a wonderful thing to belive in(heaven dosen’t exest for me once I leave this world)I wonder if when you die if you could chouse what you be like a Cat,dog,headgehog,fish,ect. I personally would like to come back as a bird so I could at least I could see the world before I die.You did a great entry Twiggy and I’ll be sure to be praying for you and your friends(I might not belive in heaven or hell however,I think god is their but, only when he/she wants to be)Have a great day!(this is my second post ever so i hope I diden’t offend anybody here and if I did I’m so sorry)
Sorry the post above was sposet to be “think” not “thanks” on the first line(sorry)