am i crazy ?

You know…I’m a student in high school too! and i always felt that everyone hated me! I came to a small private school with cliques of its own where nobody hangs out with the new kid, especially the fat, ugly kid. But…I never gave up. I looked for help and found friends online and eventually around me who would stay by my side. I am glad that you have let your feelings out…I have lied about many things and so have you and so has the whole world! the only difference is that you have the courage to tell the world what you have done. I’m very impressed and I wish I could be like you! Richie… I don’t know him. I won’t pretend to understand his situation either. BUT… there is one thing that I can guarantee you, he would NEVER want any harm coming to you… I can see that you care about him and so for his sake, protect your life and life your life so fully that you can make up for the life he never lived. I think that you are a wonderful person with some amazing qualities that even you don’t know. Everyone has something, however simple that something is. My email is kaorusango@gmail.com. I am a highschooler like you. I can try to understand the pressure you’re feeling now. Send me an email, talk to me… I want to be your friend 🙂 You deserve all the happiness in the PLANET!