General despair by grudney 7/28/2010 written by grudney 7/28/2010 shame and loss and misery lead me to my dads old gun -will the 50 year old ammunition work ? i hope so and that i will have the courage 10 comments 0 Email Related posts 12/8/2021 Idk how much longer i can hang on 12/7/2021 Who am I? Am I me? 12/7/2021 Suicide pods legalized in Switzerland 12/7/2021 Something 12/7/2021 Self Harm Story 12/7/2021 12/7/2021 I miss my beautiful Lillie. 12/7/2021 day 2 12/7/2021 Shut Up And Be Normal 12/7/2021 10 comments Anesthesia 7/28/2010 - 8:19 pm Ive considered the same exact thing, it was an old gun that was supposed to be in danger of misfiring. please dont, I want to die now too but I dont think its worth dying no matter the pain. because you can only live once, youll have an enternity to be dead. Log in to Reply LessWorse 7/28/2010 - 10:38 pm Well said, brother. The bad guys will take over the world if you take yourself out of it first. I say to you… LIVE! Log in to Reply Skylerzx 2/15/2012 - 11:45 pm The whole reason I am here is because I also was considering sucideâ€¦weâ€™re not much differentâ€¦But, I am WARNING YOUâ€¦Do your home work a bitâ€¦If you donâ€™t believe in the Bible or anythingâ€¦You need to at least go to youtube and type in â€œhell near death experience.â€ Because if your looking for peace in sucide your in for a surpriseâ€¦ Log in to Reply Lizzy Holiday 3/1/2012 - 11:58 am God is a loving and caring God. He will forgive you, no matter what “people of faith” say. The lord understands the pain and he will be there when one crosses over. “Going to Hell” is just pure propaganda, have faith, stand by your convictions and choices and you will be okay, with the peace and pure joy you deserve. Log in to Reply truthbetold 3/9/2012 - 3:41 pm well said Lizzy .. I also believe HELL is 100% propaganda if YOU don’t do as WE SAY, you will go to some horrible place & suffer tremendously .. then they dare to talk about an all-loving, forgiving God .. their God is man-made & serves religious authorities agenda: gain control over people through induced fear what kind of loving, empathic God would punish you for eternity, especially when there’s so much diversity in life circumstances ? what about a 2nd, 3rd chance ? before you take any drastic measure, may I at least ask you to watch these two vids ? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1Tt0yGMm88 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYYXq1Ox4sk Log in to Reply K 4/10/2012 - 6:25 pm I wouldn’t risk it.. The consequences are too high if yoiu fail – you could be caught, badly injured and in emotional pain too if you fail. I f i were you I would go for a more reliable option. Log in to Reply mayurgorkha 6/21/2012 - 9:45 am brothers i have been betrayed by my love.I am hurt so much that now i cant withstand this pain. Log in to Reply mayurgorkha 6/21/2012 - 9:48 am best way to end.get a pottassium cynide from any chemical supplier and have it.painless death in a minutes.Lucky me,my office is supplier of chemicals to army units in india.easy for me to get cynide Log in to Reply Painman 9/14/2012 - 10:58 pm Courage is living on, not dieing. Oh and truthbetold, let the truth be told, the truth is bad and bad has power , it has power by taking power away and disguising it, if the bad didnt have power then this world wouldn t be fucked up. I think maybe your thinking good is bad and underestimating bad (common mistake) . hell is bad and bad is hell a nd the world generally has some bad .. so dont say hell is propoganda because its part of everything in this world. Log in to Reply grudney 9/8/2013 - 4:43 pm well i did not use the gun and from surviving had a short but sweet relationship recently sadly she chose an old or perhaps concurrent boyfriend over me. tant pis. my mojo is returning Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.