Upset nd lonely

ok so after all the fightin nd everything me nd my bf got bck together now were pretty much still upset bout this whole situation nd im really upset that i almost lost him due to the fact i no for a fact hes the one nd he was just bout to give up nd nvr come bck to me:'( now were still talkin bout this i keep questioning him bout y he was gonna give up nd he has yet to give me a true reason nd im affraid he dont love me:'( rite now i just feel like dieing/cuttin myself:'(