I am 20 years old and am severely bulimic. it began as early as 9 years old and as a result i have had my entire life to date thrown away on the disorder- it has dominated everything and every failed attempt to control it has made me feel worse. At five foot 6 my weight this last year has gone from 7 and a half stone to now 9 and a half stone and i am struggling to get rid of any of it and instead am getting fatter and fatter. i don’t want to see anybody and it has got to the point where i just want to die. i can not wait until there is nothing, i have had medical help many times over the years and it fails every time. i literally can not cope anymore feeling so disgusting and obsessed over food- it feels like the only option left is death because the life i have is not a life. Please please please has anybody else been through a similar thing? i need to know if i really have exhausted all my options in which case suicidal thought really are becoming more and more frequent.
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Hello love, I wonder if a person on her called Time would be worth speaking to, he works in healthcare, he might have experience. I think you can look him up by typing his name ‘time’ into the search box. Good luck xx
Thanks Art…Lexi_1000, my email address is in a few posts, probably easier to find that way as if I put it in this post it will have to go through the moderation process.
I have been in healthcare for a long time and will help if I can 🙂
Yes, I am going through the same thing, however my wishes are to GAIN weight. None the less, I obsess over it and it tears me apart. You may add me http://www.facebook.com/TheyCallMeManhattan if you like, or we can further discuss it here. I am feeling just like you. I feel like ending my life because the one I have right now, due to my condition, sucks.
Bullimia is very scary D: I must say that you’ve got guts to be doing that. (I get scared everytime my stomach hurts) but that doesnt mean that its a good thing. I have never gone through this so i cant really relate but my friend went through it so i know its not good, I can only wish you love and the best of luck. I hope you get better, and someone is there with you every step of the way supporting you!