you know how people say you have to be alive to feel, and there fore commting suicide solves nothihng because you cant feel that relief you so desperatly desire, well i say fuck it! surely to feel nothing is better to feel like how i do every day. why is death so bad, if its less painful than life? plus, id rather be a black hole of emptyness than just feel like one. who can judge and critisize you when your dead?
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I completely agree – I always hated that whole “suicide won’t bring relief because you can’t feel relief if you’re not alive” argument.
NOT FEELING is the point, isn’t it? I don’t care if I don’t feel “relief”. I would get relief beforehand in just knowing that soon I won’t be feeling anymore pain.
It just reminds me that those words must have been typed by someone who truly has no idea of what I’m going through because they don’t even think the same and it just makes me more frustrated.
I’m glad, hattie, that at least you get it! Somebody else does!
EXACTLY!