I dont know why I stayed
Stayed your friend
I needed something/someone
You loved me and I loved you
But my love is diffrent
You found someone else
I hated you
I cut myself
You left her
8 years on the same has happened
I still love you
But you love her
You will still be my friend no matter what you say
But I cat have you if you have her
If you have her I have to go
This pain is killing me
You say you are my friend why do you not txt me?
Cos you are not really my friend
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If there is anything I have learned in the short 30 years of my life and my struggles with depression and anxiety and overall sadness, it’s that I can never allow my complete happiness and sense of self worth depend upon whether or not someone else loves me the way I love them. You are strong, you are smart, you are worth being loved my someone who thinks the world of you, and that person is out there. You don’t want to miss noticing them while you focus you’re attention on someone who cannot give to you what you need.
Oh my god…
You just explained my WHOLE life…
Black Rose
As I sit and contemplate the reason,
Why your hearts so cold.
My heart thumping with fear,
As you pass me the black rose.
The rain washing away my tears,
As I look into your soul.
What happened to our love within,
The sadness consumed it all.
As the thunder rolls in,
With lighting every where.
One by one the petals fall,
Why is life so unfair.
As the thorns pierce my skin,
As I hold the rose so tight.
Blood seeping down my wrist,
As the storm lashes out tonight.
In the heart of the storm,
I see you fade away.
Now I know the black rose,
Takes all the goodness away…