I’ve tried cutting, i don’t see what people see in doing it. I doesn’t make me feel any better. In fact it makes me feel worst. And getting a hold of a gun isn’t very easy. My story isn’t as bad as some peoples but here it is anyway:
:I was born kinda poor but average i guess, well my mom and dad were never married and so they split while i was young, very young. Anyway, I’ve had to move with one parent or the other at least 1nce a year, so i cant settle very well i move away from friends and my parents ether ignore me or treat me like there puppet. I can barley go out with friends when i can my time is limited. My mom blames me for all her problems, all she ever does is complain. About 4 years ago my first sister was born, from my dad and step mom. I couldn’t touch her until she could talk and walk. My step mom was harsh.
My dad and step mom divorced this year. my other little sister was born last year too form my mom and her ex, she’s also tryed to hit me 3times. So my little sisters get all the attention. Currently I’m going into 7th grade, with bad acne and glasses, all my “friends” don’t give a s*** about me. My mom is trying to move me to salt lake city(i don’t want to)I’ve just got out of the 1st and worst love of my life, he crushed me. I don’t show it around people but i am mildly depressed. And don’t know what to do now? Please please help me i want to die. contact me (i would love to talk with someone and help you) at amethyst.com@gmail.com :’) thank you!
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pray to god he can help you. i will keep you in my Prayers as well.
I’ve tried cutting a number of times. I really don’t get much out of it either with the exception of it working as a good distraction from the pain or the thoughts that I can’t otherwise seem to stop.
I’m sorry that things haven’t been good for you. If you really want help and don’t want to die, I have found that getting help from the hospital works to prevent that, at least for a while. Is there a crisis line that you can contact? Maybe they have resources that can help you. I have found that family and friends just don’t know what to do or are too enmeshed with their own lives to be of much help (or are the problem to start with!).
I hope things turn out for you. Sounds like you just really need a change in your circumstances.
Sorry I can’t be there to help you, but I can send you a smile 🙂 You’re not alone.