“Leon is a hit man, but has a childlike aspect while Matilda is a kid, but is familiar in worldly affairs, and thus sees the world pessimistically. Appropriating a scene, Matilda learns to assemble a pistol with Leon.
I draw out a romantic feeling from these incongruous characters.”____Hwan Kwon Yi.
SuperHuman, the spokeswoman of the god, don’t you realize from all this that you found interesting and posted it as a picture in your blog ?
As I don’t want to address the following to your blog or email, or to alarm your fans or disciples, or blatantly as you may resent, but you definitely deserved to know.
I was like the Matilda, and you were the Leon, you reluctantly taught me assembling the pistol, but you nearly killed me !
On the pilgrim day you launched as a meet-for-all in your blog, we first met and you eyed me with such astonishment and bewilderment.
Didn’t you know you eyed me 4 times alternately within that 5 seconds ? I was already there respectfully and embarrassedly among the huge groups of women. I just thought you saw some devil or ghosts on me, as you proclaimed yourself as capable to be. So I asked if anything you saw in us that would obstruct your following pilgrimage. You became angry and said you wouldn’t tell even if knowing in order to avoid that any profanity should arise towards disbelief. So I could just carry on along the journey without then your intention of eviction.
Upon your arrival to my city, you said there were 12 eagles symbolizing protectors, soaring through the skyscrapers, in the crowded city centre, wherever you shuttled through the blocks around your hotel.
Now at the destination of the pilgrimage, you asked if anybody saw any eagles during our separated long rides, I said our small group of 6 saw 2 eagles. And you became angry again, saying that not a competition to see how many. Well that baffled me again, seemed better that I should shut my mouth up then.
While finally in front of that distant huge statue of god, that seemed being me alone the only one saw its chest shimmering as if with scales of armor, I thought that could be the clouds overhead the statue shadowing effect while clouds passing by.
(No, I can tell you now, it’s true of what I saw, because I was the only one genuinely humble enough to try my best to be anyhow connected.)
I circled the statue 9 times as you suggested us and to pray for our own suffering to be lifted. All I thought of then while circling, was to tell the god to tell you that not to ill treat someone genuine like me, a sincere person humble enough to learn, a human just in search of the ultimate truth, the peace. Even if there was an entity or any negative sphere around me that you might hate, or any past lives of me that disgusted you, it’s the souls that should be taught of its awakening, the truth to lead them towards its road to redemption, but not to be accused or looked down upon like a dumb human or so.
Later I got home, in wondering of the reasons of the rage that I would have caused you. Would it have happened that it was 1 or none of the eagles that you saw, while we saw 2 ?
At the end of the session, most of the pilgrims uncontrollably cried when you told them each in turns the god’s message intended for the specific lots of them.
I was the last one you addressed, and you told me to drink more salt water and sugar cane juice. I was just wondering if there wasn’t any message from god towards me at all, then it would’ve been better not to tell me your soothing words instead.
One night afterwards, I attempted suicide, and this benevolent god manifested in the unique shape of his being apparently in the form of cloud as if a sympathy to my pathetic being.
And this I have to thank you for the chance of have introduced this benevolent god to me !
And later in midst of my actions, and that might have been the ghosts being sent forth too in order to interrupt my deed.
After the pilgrimage, it was strange of you not to mention even any of this trip nor post at least a group photo in your blog.
But later, an email from an acquaintance of this trip recently sent me a passage of your fresh new book mentioning our trip and the sentences of god’s messages for you to deliver. Here I tell you that from this I learned, and can asertain you that you are a real spokeswoman of the god, because some of the words are indeed requested by me to send forth to you.
Do you realize any of that is for you ? “Be humble the more, as power of one having the more.”
You have the gifted eyes and ears. And you can raise funds for a small child-shelter, 10,000 kg of rice just in 3 days, that’s why I never have any intention of blemishing your blog by raising any question at all.
The humble god, the boss, is always wise enough to never address the employees any ill-feelings towards undergoing executing the supposed sacred job. But me being as a stupid person of humanity, here would advice you to dump your inferior feelings as being a womanly figure in the society of men, then you’ll advance speedingly ahead !
And never judge a mere man comparing that might have composed to your past hurting events. It’s the unconditional-love you are being taught about from your god. Didn’t you get it ?
“never discriminate, never dispute, just be attentive.” Do you see the unconditional-love should be behind all this ?
Do you see the anger could have arised from counting even the eagles ?
The passage also related that when you were climbling the hundreds of steps, you felt really tired, and the god said, “bodily pain can’t be measuring up to pain in the heart”. Didn’t you know I was very upset being treated further badly by a sacred representative while me already coming from a mood of void ?
You were leading us to walk clockwise around the statue, the god then said to you, “seemingly counter-clockwise is clockwise”.
Didn’t you know that message intended for me ?Â
Once, many years back I was annoyed half an hour outside a temple waiting for my friends to finish their worshipping of some god, I finally had to go in to look for them, but had to say hello and greetings to the host, the god, first as a courtesy, so I walked and paying my respects and prayed counter-clockwise around the statue. Then what followed afterwards, were incidences that the god challenging me of his power I didn’t even care asking from him !
So what your god was telling me that I was right of not asking anything then for favors.
For your attention that there’s also another message intended for me.
“ME to manifest, manifest by will, will that pure, force of infinity, belief that pure, force reappear, have me in heart, forever I’m there.”
I could see the genuineness of you and the female valet of yours, through your eyes, but I just couldn’t tell if the god you mentioned was really in your connection. But after your book published including with the words of god, that I truly understood, I can tell you right now that you are a genuine god’s representative !