Try Again

Who are we? We do things only to please ourselves and to get the satisfaction of preying on innocent people. We can sometimes be nasty, and sometimes even revolting. No one truly understands why we are here. If they did, then there wouldnt be any wonder left in the world. No one can say for sure why we humans behave the way we do. Like cannibalistic behavior that corrupts our economy and even the world. The people in this world… There are so many phonies, who’s lies have led us all believe we are going to be okay, because they think they can change the world for the better. They are so wrong. They lie to you, Manipulate you, and make you believe you are safe. In this world, no one is safe from the vultures waiting to feed on your very flesh, mearly picking up whats left over of the damage that was done. There are  only a handful of people you can trust, which isnt that many to everyones dismay. Its hard to trust someone who could possibly turn their back on you in an instant. How can we change the world? Im not sure if there is even a right way to change it, and if their is, Im not sure what it will lead to. Distruction, or happier life. Today the posts on this site seem so different, not in a bad way, but not in a good way. So many helpful people, but then there are the others, the ones who try to prey on the weakest people and kick them when they are down. Those people are commonly reffered to as the “Vultures” the ones who prey on whats left of the innocent people. We all come here for a reason, be it venting about our feelings to try and get others to understand how we feel or be it the other side who listen and respond with positive feedback hoping to help those in need. All in all, everyone here truly knows how fucked up the world really is. But outside of these walls is a world full of people who waste their time hurting people, living the good life, ignoring people like the ones here. We are all suffering here in this dark corner, waiting for one soul from the other side to finally notice us and realize how screwed up the world has become. How many so many people are suffering right in front of them, but they were to blinded and carefree to notice. They have the audacity  to ask us why we are being selfish by wanting to end the pain, when they have yet to realize how much we suffer, how much pain, sorrow, and grief we feel each day. No one deserves to feel that way. Why do we feel it? Im not sure. Maybe the world is just one cruel game that likes to make bad people happy and good and kind people suffer. Who knows. One could only hope that life gets better, that in time wounds heal, but it almost never works. Thats just how life is. I wish everyone on this site a better life than what they have been going through. Times are tough now, what with the economy and everything going amiss, no one can really say for sure that things will get better. But one wise person told me, that everything has to get worse before it gets better. When the world comes to the path of destruction, it is then that people will realize how wrong they were in their conclusions to make the world a better place. I was also reading about depression and suicidal behavior online, the following this as listed are things that people in this world are blind-eyed to, it says that “Most people who talk about suicide dont actually do it.” Which is wrong, it says that, “studies show that 75% of people who contemplated suicide actually did it.” Another wrong thing people outside of this site have probably said to people here is that “The problems they have werent enough to commit suicide over.” Thats also not true, because it all depends on the person and their capability to handle stress related situations. I think that most suicidal behavior is a cry for help (Not them being pathetic and begging for help) but maybe asking for emotional help from another person, maybe to get them to understand what they going through and help them get through it. Also to everyone on here, dont let anyone tell you, that you are crazy, or that you need mental treatment, or need to sent to a hospital or some dumb crap like that, because everyone has their own problems, some others just cant see that yet so they panic and think that their life is out of wack because not everyone in their family is as happy as they are. Im not trying to talk anyone out of anything because I know how frustrating life is and i’ve had my share of problems as well (By the way I made a post but I accidentally deleted it like a retard but I might repost it, I dunno yet). So, Im not here to judge anyone and I hope everyone’s life gets better. (This post is not meant to hurt anyones feelings or change their opinions about things, or offend them or rather its about how most of the people on this site might be feeling. Hopefully it helps a little)    -Skylar