In just a few days I’m going to publish my Life’s story of how I got this way.
This will be the first time I ever tell anybody about my personal life and feel that sombody should know about my life before I die.(Wich might be years or weeks from now).Theirs many ways I could kill myself as I personally know I could kill myself with anything..and I do mean anything.I have varry creative ways I could kill myself but,i feel I should still live for some unknown reason in this world and that will also be reviled.I might break into pices(such as PART 1 or Part 2 ect.) as I don’t get alot of time on my computer.The reason why I decided to type my lifes story is becouse I’ve been thinking how better this world would be without me.That and i went to a resteraund the outher day and the waiter was just doing her job.You know the “Would you like some more coffie?” “Would you like some more creamer?” and after I got my refil and she left I went to the restroom,locked it,and started crying for no reason at all and I think it might be becouse I’m not used to people being nice to me.That will also be reviled in a few days.To answer anybody’s question Yes I’m a cutter.I cut myself when I screw up or when I feel If I did somthing wrong or hurt sombody and yet I’m doing pscolligy.Am I suicadal?Perhaps.I’ll let you (the reader) be the juge of that after you read my story.That is entirely up to you.I don’t belive in theripy ’cause all it did was make me feel better about myself and they next day I got all “suicidal” or “emo” again becouse sombody thinks that when they treat me like crud that it makes them feel better but pushes my closer to the end of my life.
Anyways,I wanna think every for reading this and I hope that someday I could be friends with at least sombody on this site…
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Hi, there. Im looking forward to readin your story. And if you every need to talk to anyways ill be here for you (: I mean if we feel alone, I say we loners stick together.
Hey Broken Dreams,
I’m still here. I’ll be looking to reading your story in the coming days. Take care.
Will definitely wait for your story.
Try to stay strong to type the story, at least to ‘connect’ with like-minded souls here.
This world is indeed a shitty place, but be somewhat at least comforted that there are still people who are kind and also can understand & relate with what you’re going through. like people in this website, for example.