i constantly find my self hating everyone around me. i pick everything apart until there is no body i like, and i turn myself into a very bitter person. but do i just hate them because they have somthing i dont have? do i just have such a gelous personality that if someone is better/more liked/prettier than me i hate them to pieces. i am a monster. oh my god!
at the moment 2 f my best friends barely talk to me because there so pre-occupied with this other girl they’ve both decided they love all of a sudden… she had no friends last year, and now its like shes always been the fukcing wickedest person around. i hate her for taking my friends… but is that not just my problem for being less interesting and fun than her? i miss my friends. im a fucking shit and i think in reality the only person i really hate is myself, its just easier to pretend that i hate everyone else because i dont have to look at them in the mirror every night.
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you dont hate anyone.. i think all you have is resentment towards that girl because your friends are paying more attention to her!! believe me.. coming from an all time loner… those girls are just missing out on a wonderful person that you are!! although i dont really know you.. i dont know how old you are but from what it seems to me you are possibly still in high school!! i dont know… correct me if i am wrong!! i also felt that way or more than likely still do!! but i keep that in check because it really brings nothing to you!! what do you gain from ‘hating’ someone!! except more and more resentment.. making yourself more sick!! Dont worry they will come around.. and if not then you see who your real friends are!! believe me!! email me if anything!! leonel_vasquez@apllogistics.com
yeh i am in high school… and i i know hating people makes me worse but i cant help it… did i mention its my birthday tomorow and i have one friend who might actually care. if i could skip tomorow, believe me i would… and yeh, cant really remeber what else you said…. but dont judge me on being this depresssedd shit at life person…. im just having a bad phase!