Honestly, I’m scared to die. I’m scared to live.
Everyday I try to kill the thing inside me. I’ve felt like I’ve died on the inside and I’m in autopilot. My grades suck because I’ve stopped trying. My parents think that I’m making bad grades because it’s a teenage thing. Open your eyes, I’m extremely suicidal. I have to paint a smile on my face everyday for everyone, it stops all the questions. I’ve never had a real friend before, one that actually cared. I just want someone to talk to about all this.