i wrote telling that i was gonna do it.
and i did, but i failed obviously. i tried pills and ended up getting my stomach pumped and spending 3 days in the hospital. and to be honest im glad i didnt die. im lucky im alive but im still depressed. my boyfriend is worried about me and my parents think i should go to therapy. my friends wont even text me back and i wanna drop out of school. i dont know what to do anymore. im scared and im alone in this world. it seems like this whole thing made it worse than ever.
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Hey if you need to talk this through message me. I’m probably the same age as you, so its good talking to someone the same age so i can understand you better (:
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Hey,
Well i took a whole buch of pills too but i didn’t get hopitalized i just got really sick for a week.
I can understand where your coming from i told my boyfriend that i took those pills because i didnt wanna live anymore. He got depressed and didnt contact me for weeks until i saw him at school.
We got back together.
Hang in there and stay strong 🙂
I’m happy that your alive, life is difficult but most problems can be worked through, try to find some real friends who you can talk to and help you through things, i wish you the best and hope you recover to be happy and love life.
Hello
well, because of the way you describe your “friends” reacted, we are talking here about someone really young, maybe 15, 16 ? If yes, dont be surprised, they are kids and they dont know how to deal with thouse things. Only adults know and only good adults are kind to understand, so you can safely ignore the reaction of your kid friends. It is not that they are mean, they are just dumb, kids of their age.
I did not read your former postings so I dont know what drove you there, but the important thing is that you wrote “you were happy that you did not die”. Now that you are alive, I would closely monitor you, because you shouldnt be left on your own to “stew yourself in your own juice”, you must be cared for, and you also should see to it that you avoid all dangerous circumstances.
Very important for you to know now that you are going to be extra hypersensitive to any mood, look or word you detect around and you may take things out of proportion. So dont fall into the trap of making biased judgements of what you interprete of your surroundings because in your state now you will not be making correct appreciations.
So, now it is a delicate thing and it is important that you are “handled with care”, that the persons who are with you treat you the appropriate way and also that you know that you have learned a lot now and that you should not aim at following the same path you took. You must head to other less harmful alternatives, not harmful at all actually.
hugs
Al