here it goes again… i thought that all these feelings were gone and that i would actually be happy for once!! but i was so damn wrong, i’ve lost all the courage to get up and live. LIFE, why so hard to live it? it feels so……can’t describe it….i wish i could disappear! I always saying i wish that, or that, i want that or that. However nothing good happens, sadness surrounds me! In this year I’ve lost two very important people in my life, my uncle who completed suicide in 25th may and my other aunt who died from cancer, she was caught up in less than two months. I saw their bodies, laying there, cold and lifeless. It was the first time I saw someone dead! And knowing that my uncle actually did what I tried to do almost two years ago, it’s so devastating. I giving up, I’ve lost all my hope. I need to find strenght to carry on, but where…..I’ve no friends, my family does not understand these feelings. I feel so alone, in the dark and cold.
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