Hi everyone haven’t posted here before but have read almost every post on here. I don’t want to be here anymore. All my family hates me, my mum never speaks to me and cares more about her new boyfriend than me or my brother, I am failing college and am fed up of feeling angry and lonely. I cry all the time and just want out basically. Has anyone got any advice on how to go quickly without any pain? Have got loads of pills but it would need to be quick before my mum finds me like she did before. Thanks
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I was hoping for a reason as to why you feel lonely and angry. College is tough with money expenses and all. I think as long as you have one person, you’re doing just fine. You’re not alone. You have your brother. And if you leave, you’ll be leaving him alone the way you’re feeling right now. Ask yourself. Would you be fine leaving your brother to endure the same pain you’re enduring right now? I sure hope not.
Death isn’t always the answer. Not always.
All I can say to you now is good luck with whatever decision you make. And best of wishes, hannah93.
To be honest I don’t really know why I feel like this. Everything just seems to be too much at the moment. And I keep waiting to see if it is going to get better, I’ve waited like 6 months and it just keeps getting worse and worse. And also my brother is perfectly happy with everything. We’ve never had a good realationship with our mum but it has never really bothered him. Just feel like everyone would be happier if I wasn’t here.
You assume everyone would be happy but there’s no guarantee that they will be. You say you’ve been waiting 6 months to get better? That is tough. Going 6 months without a reason as to why you feel the way you do.
Maybe it’s your relationship with your mom? Have you talked to her one-on-one before? Maybe if you reestablish a good relationship with her again you’d feel better. I’m just trying to figure out the cause behind your sadness.
People can go the longest times in their lives and still never find the reason behind their pain. Some accept. Some deny it and go crazy. But maybe you’ll be the some who accepted and overcame it?
I’m trying to be inspiring here. Is it working? I hope so. I can’t figure out what else to say to reach you somehow.
If you want to talk before you decide to take your big step, I’m here.
albert.j.robinson@live.com
One thing I do know for sure is that people aren’t going to be happy your gone ….they will be destroyed!! I am off work today due to the aftermath of suicide.
Honey u need to talk to your mum…if u don’t feel she is approachable then someone at collage anyone…ring the help line.
I don’t pretent to know how your feeling in your depression but I know for certain how life would be for your family & friends if u were to end your life.
Please just take that next step and reach out to someone…get help u deserve it!
if you’d like to talk one on one… I am here. I think I can help you understand why you feel this way. It’s my gift.
Love – Lindsey
mrslindseylambert@gmail.com