I am in utter despair… I’m desperately trying to figure out why I deserve to live or why I should… I finally bought the gun and I was hoping to change my mind but I haven’t. What do I do? I have the day planned… maybe I’ll change my mind? So hopeless, so worthless… God is playing around with me like a little toy
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If you’re in this world, there’s a reason for it. Don’t do it, there are people that love you and will miss you dearly.
you’re not worthless
im feeling the same way
but i do believe there is some amount of hope, even if it is hiding from us, try to find it.
its like when you lose your wallet, then you find it a day later. or you put down your drink, and you cant find, then you do soon after.
you have to find the hope, what kind of hope is it? diet coke…….