Ummm… Hey there. Im just sitting here. Im here for whoevere needs someone to talk to. I want to help someone out through whatever they are going through. If you need someone to talk to dont hesitate to contact me. I know how you feel and I feel pretty stable right now. I just want somebody feel the stability I feel at this point in my life. message me if you need someone to talk to or someone to listen to you. Chico.the.mushroom@gmail.com.
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hey i tryed to email you and it dint work
Hey, just a silly question…
But is anyone else here finding it really hard to maintain friendships, like why bother when I’ve given up and I’m gonna kill myself soon? Is it just me!?
its only hard when you dont return your love to the other person.
its like if they email you and you dont email them back. that why you have to find someone who will be there even when they r going threw a hard time
I care for them but since a failed relationship sent me into a depressive spin a few months back (on top of being suicidally depressed) I’ve been finding it really hard maintaining my friendships and don’t ring them nearly as much as I should and I find I get annoyed with them really easily, so I’m thinking maybe it would be better for everyone if I let them go as i won’t be around that much longer anyway. They all know I have bad suicidal urges but no one knows that this time I’ve got definite fail safe plans in place, they’ve all be lulled into a safe sense of security that I’m no loner as suicidal as i was…
and it has to be that way if I’m to succeed, it’s horrid!!! =(
well maybe you need to find a friend that you can talk to that you will never meet and that knows what you are going threw and that will kinda make you talk. like someone from this site. it doesnt have to be me but someone
and it doesnt have to be that way honestly i would do stuff just to make my friends mad at me just so i could cut or do something that i know they would not like so i could do it with out guilt or other shit
Well yeah, that’s similar to my line of thinking to be honest. I’m pushing them away so that when I am finally free to take that plunge and kill myself they won’t be as hurt. At least that’s the plan, or more honestly my hope…
How old are you hon, I’m only asking cuz if you’re really young I (a complete stranger) don’t want to put my shit on you as well? I’m 38…
its ok i have taken a lot of shit i can handel it i am 18
haha, so had I by your age tbh…
ok i slow i probably know this but tbh means …
tbh = to be honest
see i so fucking knew that ugh the later it get the more slower i get lol yes
if you’re anything like me life sucks you prolly spend too much time online and hence are always seriously overtired, if so then you’re not slow but suffering from a permanent state of tiredness and mental fatigue…
or more aptly mental fog…
haha well i have been more on my laptop than my books that is when i am not at work or at school
Yes I’m on my laptop alot more too nowadays, as for some reason I find reading really hard. I dunno I just can’t seem to concentrate…
but you have to reed to have to comment on someones post
i am sorry i am being a retaird
haha no, I mean books and stuff! I read peoples posts of course before I comment, that would be most rude otherwise…
Haha ya I was joking with you
Im sorry if Im just jumping in your conversation, but Im having a hard time with my friends to. I feel like its best to jus never respond to them, to tell you the truth I’m not sure if anyone would notice or be surprised to find out I finally succeded in killing myself. you would think after being on this earth for 35yrs I would of started to figure out why I get suicidal but since ive been 12 ive had these thoughts nowdays there almost everyday instead of evry month… sorry this isnt even my conversation
Oh okay, lol, sorry I’m in a bit of a depressive mood today so I tend to take things too seriously and not see the funny side of things as much…
haha that’s kwel cheer up think of a naked man running in front of u
Nah, perhaps snuggling with puppies or kittens!? =P