Can death truly be the only way out,
because at the moment itâ€™s all I see.
Other options seem to be non-existent,
But this choice leaves me feeling so distant.
In the dark I wait for a time to leave,
And decided on a way to go.
I cry as I wait in silence,
And pray for some help or guidance.
I am certain of the path I wish to choose,
But unsure of how people will feel.
I hate to think of who they will blame,
And if they will feel a sense of shame.
There are many ways to leave this life,
But how, I cannot choose.
I am always an indecisive person,
But I know I need to leave, before this life can worsen.