I CAN’T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!

I have seriously had enough of everyone! I put my trust in someone and they don’t give a shit! I am sick and tired of putting my trust in people! I always end up getting hurt. I always screw things up. I’m sick and tired of being a dissapointment to everyone! I have a very quick temper and I don’t like it when people including my so called “friends” set it off. I feel like I’m going to explode!!!! But can I tell my friends or family how I feel? No, of course not! They couldn’t and will never understand the rage and pain in my heart. I seriously don’t know what to do anymore. No one comments on my goddam posts anyone so I really don’t give a shit who reads this. I am just venting. Yeah, I’m depressed, but that doesn’t mean I can still care about others. Whenever I’m really sad, and I do show it sometimes, no one really seems to give a rats ass if I’m ok or not. I hate it when my “friend” acknowledges me for a second in class and then goes blabbering away with her other cool druggy friend. I just can’t fucking take this shit anymore! I’m done opening up to people. I’m done talking and telling them “I’m fine”. I’m just going to keep my mouth shut, my thoughts and feelings are going to be shoved back down in me no matter how bad they want to come out, I’m done setting my self up like there is hope and then getting it shot in the face. This maybe my last post but I’m not sure. Trust no one, believe no one….love no one. It will only cause you pain in the end. I know from experience. You can write back or not. I don’t care