I just turned 14 last week, and although i know im not the person with the most loss or destruction in my family but i’ve still tried. I read this stuff to make me feel better, i sound selfish, but it shows me how im not the worst person in the world. I’ve recently had a friend who bagged on my looks, always calling me ugly and worth nothing. Once she was gone, my parents started to treat me like nothing, and call me a piece of shit. I’ve just gotten into cutting and having thoughts of dying. I don’t cut far enough to make it bleed or go to hospital cause i don’t want my parents to know. I’ve suffered depression when i was 12, but my family never did anything about it. I can’t stop thinking of cutting, and this is the 9th time ive tried it this week. I hide my scars with tape, and bracelets, and when people ask, i say i’ve scraped my arm on a wall. But i don’t think its gonna last much longer. What do i do ? x
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First, you talk to a counselor at school and tell them how you are being treated. Then you make an effort to recover mentally and emotionally with the help of your couselor.
bite your nails instead? you have to stop cutting somehow. just do alot of things to keep you busy. maybe do chores to keep your mind of it. that might also do good for your relationship with your seemingly horrible parents.
A lot of parents, including mine, are emotionally detached. I too have had serious moments of depression. But it wasn’t until God came in my life and saved me from my misery. I ask that you seek God. Because He will never turn his cheek from you. You are worth so much! Don’t listen to what your parents say. God says you are a diamond in the rough, and He loves you so much.