im already done with my life. im always the one here for the world.. always smiling. my older sister died of suicide last year. my mother is into heavy drugs. many say im beautiful.. but because of constant teasing i feel ugly. watch for me on the utah news.
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i know how you feel…but part of me wants to watch the utah news and see you succeeding….against alll odds i wish you could make it….you are still in school….not even college…and though it does not feel that way im sure….you have time….to make your life anything you want to be….to make friends with great people….make good grades…be a great person….i know you must be in alot of pain….but….what i would give to be 14 again….i know i never envied my situation when i was your age…but…if only i had someone tell me….you can leave your painful life…you don’t have to killl yourself….focous and wait tilll you leave highschool…then you can be whoever you want to be….be friends with whomever you like….make your own way….if i could start over at your age knowing what i know now(there is no way i would know that even at 20…and im 22)…..i would feel like no matter how awful i felt….i can leave all the bad stuff in the dust….i could make my own life and change it
Please don’t, have you tried to get help yet?
are you honestly going to let OTHER peoples opinions matter over your own? to the point of suicide? i have hardly a clue who your are and i can STILL tell your better then that.
are you beautiful? if you think you are then what does it matter? let those who like you for who you are like you and those who dont not. i can promise you that if you fell alone there are people to comfort you, if you feel ugly there are people to kiss you, if you feel depressed there are people to make you laugh, youve just got to find them. at your age i was on the verge of suicide to the point that i tied a rope and spent hours trying to get the courage to do it, im only 15 and already my life is totally different. sure ive not had a as tougher ride as you and my battle has been mainly fuelled by philosophy but no matter what, theres always a future. take your mind off of it, wait until your out of school, get a cheap flight to south america and just walk, ignore the preconceptions dug into your mind and leave. thats what im doin, the moment im out of uni im crossing the channel to france and just start walking. you wont have money or much food but youll have absolute freedom. ive said it before and ill say it again, i am not livin i am existing and i exist so that i can live. right nows jsut a waiting game, next is absolutely anything.
yours
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You are beautiful! Those who are teasing you are insecure themselves. God loves you so much and is faithful. Although your mom is a drug-addict, God will be both your mom and dad. He thinks you’re one of the most beautiful people on the face of this earth. Ending your life wouldn’t make things better, it’d be harder for everyone else. You can get over this difficult situation in life. When you’re older, who knows, you can probably save your mom from her drug addictions as well. Don’t let the world beat you up, God can fight the world for you.