I cant handle my feelings anymore, and I dont know what to do. Heres the thing. I was engaged to (lets call him Brandon). and he broke up with me a month ago. I love this kid with all my heart. and I can’t get over him. 3weeks later, i found out that my best friend (Lets call him Jake) liked me. So we started dating exactly 3weeks after. ..Im really only dating him cuz i feel like i need to get over Brandon, he has had 2 girlfriends since we broke up, one of which was my worst enime (she had put Brandon and I through hell the seven months we were together) and the other was my bestfriend. Jake and Brandon hate each other. (because 3months into mine and Brandons relationship he tried to break us up). 6months into our relationship Brandon broke up with me because I had promised him i wouldnt talk to Jake anymore, but still did.. Brandon and I broke up again one month later,(a month ago). and we never got back together, like i said. And now, like I said, Im only dating Jake to get over Brandon. but now i am getting so much shit because im dating jake and when i explain myself to anyone the dont understand. I still love Brandon and still want to be with him. But I dont think he wants me back like i want him back. I really just want people to understand what Im going threw.Any advice on what I should do?