One a day is just not right. Wanting to watch it drip down my arm, but screaming at myself to stop is definitely not right. Cutting in the first place isn’t right. But what do you do ? No one will fully understand what you’re going through, and when you find those people there are always going to be complications. Like being scared they will leave, being even more scared they will give up hope on you, being mostly scared they will do something, because they care too much. So one by one the complications arise, typical of me to be so insecure. But i have had bullying issues in the past, that explain that.
Do you ever fully understand ? Or do your words come out wrong, or simply don’t know what to say ? When your best friend tells you that you live to watch the blood drip out of your arm, once a day, everyday. When your best friend is slightly going crazy, or sounding emo, without wanting to. Do you ?