Pretty much all day I’ve been researching methods and LD50’s of easy-to-get poisons. My head feels like it’s gonna explode with all this information so I figured I’d ask for some help. I’ve researched loads of stuff, from eucalyptus oil to methyl salicylate, nail polish (lol…) and petrol. I checked out paracetomol but idk if i can do that again, last time i did and I failed and it wasn’t pleasant, maybe if I increased the dose it’d work. Truthfully, ODing on something won’t be the only method. I need it to work, I can’t face hospital/psych ward again. So… I plan on taking a bunch of things, then jumping and if I have the strength (and if I’m still alive) stabbing/cutting when I hit the ground. I’ve looked at Helium too, but that’d be too complicated with my parents around. Haha… yesterday I was looking at my fan in my room and thought of taking off the cover, turning it on and putting my neck on the fan. Too bloody (don’t get me wrong, i’m a crazy horror fanatic, just don’t want my parents to see it/clean it up or whatever). That’s how desperate I am.