I don’t know what to do. But death, pills have all crossed my mind. I guess life was going ok, tell tonight. My sister found my facebook, and pictures of her best friend that Ilabeled “my sister”.. because when I made that album years ago, I hated my sister. SInce things improved, I love her I really do.. but. I do not know what to do. Maybe everyone will be better when i’m dead, if I just take two hand fuls of pills, maybe some whiskey. It’s obvious I’m a bad person, who doesn’t deserve to have a sister or to live. That I have a hard time finishing anything, that I fail at everything.. that no one really ever is going to love or want me besides her. I fucked up, and I’m utterly alone. SHe was so mad.. I messed up, I messed up big. I don’t know what to do.
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Note to self: delete my Facebook profile. Wait, I did that last year. All that tripe has gone by the wayside. Perhaps you should consider the same….
2009 is when I deleted my Facebook, this is 2011. Live in the now. The best suicide is always a Facebook suicide. Try it, you’ll feel better.
Z’s right, Facebook is so big of a time/life waste that one can’t imagine, I mean even if you were not a suicidal person and kept digging that pile of shit, you might have to kill yourself or become homeless because of all the lost productivity and time that could have been used in doing something way better….something that would keep you away from all the nonsensical chat and thoughtless arguments plus get you some money for example.
And from what I understood from your story, your sister is just mad at you for something that isn’t THAT serious, I mean okay you did some idiotic stuff a long time ago but that was then, it’s not now, you should talk to her and say sorry plus tell her how much you love her and how lucky you feel that she’s your sister and she’ll melt right there and there will be a big awww moment trust me.