I look around, all i see are smiling faces, the faces of people who know who i used to be .. not who i am today .. they all think of me as a happy smiling girl.. i’m not like that anymore. When i see those smiling faces i fake a smile, when i realize i have to fake the smile i get disgusted and want to die.. I want to go back to the days when i didn’t have to fake a smile it was just real. Now everything feels like a lie.. Why cant i just be happy ?
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Being an adult sucks.
As you grow up, you’ll start to realize the true faces of real-world.
Or perhaps, a realization that this real-world is *not* perfect is all we need, to continue on?..
I think there are those of us in the world who lack whatever needs to be present in the brain in order to be happy. It sucks, but it makes for some damn good poetry.