I feel so alone and attempted to die with pills but it only caused vomitting and made me look like a sick freak to my family even though they don’t know what happened. I realized that that was a bad method and made me look like a bigger freak to my family for getting sick. Please someone tell me where to get easier access to potassium cyanide. Is it possible to get it without a license please If someone has it I will buy it please email at hnli374@gmail.com. The pain is too much and also is sodium nitrite a good poison That could work ? Please comment and let me know. thanks all