i’m not here to vent, or hear reasons why i shouldn’t be suicidal. i’ve talked to people, and tried to give myself reasons not to end my own life, but when it comes down to it, there’s no point in going on living.
The reason i am writing this is because i need help offing myself.Â I cant throw myself off a bridge or tall building because of my natural human instinct for survival. i’m too poor to buy a gun or enough drugs to overdose on.Â I’ve also considered the toaster in the bathtub option, but i saw an episode of mythbusters that proved doing so would only result in a painful shock before it blows the fuses on the breaker box.Â Chemicals under the sink are too slow and painful, plus im sure someone would find me before death could get to me.
So, if there is anyone out there that can help me euthanize myself, i would greatly appreciate it.