I can’t help but to think that life would be better without me in it, it kills me to see everyone so happy and me having to put on a fake smile so no one asks questions.Iv just started grade10 2011,and I’m doing my best at school that I can.But how can I continue doing my best when my best is never good enough. Not only in school but everything I do feels so unappreciated. My heart breaks everyday. I’m not taken seriously iv tried to speak to my friends and no one understands so I just tell then nevermind. I cry myself to sleep everynight, I have such a loving family that doesn’t even suspect a thing. Suicide or should I start taking drugs just to ease my pain I HATE MY LIFE . And if no one is going to help me I’m going to help myself
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I forgot to add, I’m not really comfortable to discuss why I’m so upset I feel so depressed about it I don’t even know what to do with myself
Me too.. Please please help each other.
You mentioned that you have a loving family. That is more than many people have available to them. I would suggest you talk to them & tell them about your struggles. They may be a great support to you during your rough times. It would be sad for you to leave this world without looking into the resources and support that could be yours for the asking. If your family is as loving as you say, it would be sad for them, as well, to know that they could have helped you, but didn’t get the chance.
Best wishes for a positive change in your life.
If you cant talk to your friends or family have you gone to see a doctor about how your feeling? Therapy or meds could really help sometimes its easier to open up to a stranger rather than people you know for fear of judgement
Bein your age is rough. bein any age is. your tell some you know how you feel.
Talk to someone you trust. Just get it all off your chest and you might be suprised at how much better you feel. Teenage years are hard and confusing no one can change that but it’s no reason to die
I agree with Zebrasoul… He is comepletly right, I could not have said better then what he did. I do want to talk about you being expected to do your best… It is always good to do your best. Always! If you can’t do better then what you already can… Oh well then that is just it, that does not mean that you have nothing. You can be proud of yourself to have tried your best! With time trying your best.. Eventually you’ll get their, its not like a single minute of studying will get you to the best… Keep trying you’ll make it. Don’t go for drugs, you may in the future, see yourself an even greater failure by telling yourself at once point “Why did I start drugs?” (personal experience) The same for using drugs? To run away? Stand against that. You can’t drug yourself for the rest of your life.. Eventually the drug effect will go off and you may continue in your misery… Stand to it, every last stand is only once. You will make it, from what you have written I see alot of potential and hope in you. May peace be upon you.