Where was God when I needed a friend? And where was God now that im coming to an end? Where was God when I lost my mind? Where was God Now that im wanting to die? Memories consume me it feels like there opening the wound’s that leave scars on me. This pain is picking me apart again. You all assume I’m safe here in my room and things will get better. but your wrong. The pain is trying to start again.I don’t know what’s worth fighting for or why I always have to scream.I don’t know how I got this way. I know it’s not alright. After school i run into my room and i tightly lock my door and i try to catch my breath again and stop crying.. I hurt much more than any time before I feel like i have no options left now that the end is comming for him. i dont know what to do anymore. im lossing myself.. Someone please save me.. im Scared… im so scared now… Is my Scuicide how everything will end? will it take away this anguish inside me?…. i just want the pain to go away….. Please someone… anyone… im falling… save me….. before its too late………
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I know exactly how you feel xXBloodyRoseXx. I too feel so alone and have no one fighting for me. I’m also at the same point where you are. I’m here for you. Just remember that.
Well written – the feelings behind the words almost palpable. I know it’s difficult, the fear and the separation. Talk to your parents, a school councillor, anyone that you can trust. Others will fight for you but ultimately it is for you to overcome your own fears.
Hold strong, is there no one you can go to at all? Snyder, I am happy that you offer yourself for bloodyrose.
Talk to some one you know tell them how you feel courage.