I always have to smile. Even though I have to live with the piece of shit I am forced to call my father. He used sexually and phsyically abuse me, yet I have to respect him. My mom thinks that I’m making all of this up. All of my closest friends are dead due to drugs or violence. The world is filled with so much blind, ignorant hate. I get preached by the church to be accepting while they damn me for being bisexual. I spend time studying and getting good grades, but for what? Everything is pointless..
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I hear you, we make grades, they still yell at us for our “faults”, our grades slip from that, then they add that to their list of things to yell at us about. Basically they only appreciate what they like.
I’m sorry what your dad did to you, he should rot for that. You deserve better than that.
seriously. I’m sick of trying to impress people who will never care, I’m sick of living in hopes that SOMEDAY things will get better, I’m sick of all the hypocrites and of all my ‘friends’ family only talking to me if I act all giggly and stupid…I just don’t have the energy to pretend anymore
Is your dad still doin that to you? What a dumb piece of shit hope he gets whats coming to him! How old are you can you move out maybe go live with someone else?
Don’t pretend anymore. You need to call your dad out for sexually or physically abusing you. You need to let him know theres no way in hell you’re going to respect him for what all he’s done for you. And if he tries to hurt you in anyway again, call child services and get the hell out of that house. you deserve so much better than what is given to you. Like I said, stop pretending everything is alright when it’s really not.
@ crying on the inside
I’m 16, and he doesn’t touch me anymore. The last time he did I was 10, and I told him I’d kill him if he ever did it again. But I still remember, and he both disgusts me and scares me
@neverthesame
I don’t talk to my dad unless I have to, and I can’t bring this up with him. He’ll deny everything and get really pissed. It’s safer to continue pretending until I find some type of freedom
What a stupid prick! Sorry he did that to you 🙁 I hope your okay and im glad he hasnt done it in years just avoid him as much as you can and when your older you never have to see him and talk to him again if you dont want to
Damn I hate that i know how u feel I got sexually abused by my uncle and no one believes me… My parents always think I’m lying and im think why would I lie about that
They can’t admit to themselves what your emogrl’s uncle did and what
quietstar’s dad did cause it would cause them shame and they can’t have that now can they. It’s easier for them to live in denial….denial is not a river in Egypt. Anyone who feels the need to abuse someone else was abused and not shown care and love. You guys of course did nothing to deserve this.
Parents are meant to be there for their children, no matter what. We’re taught that by being validated by others…ie. our parents we’re ok, and if not we’re shamed. I hope you girls will do your best to live for you and not for
your parent’s approval because it seems conditional to me. I don’t know you and don’t care if you got d’s and f’s…school isn’t a true measure of anything…just part of a wacked system…Be well. Cheers