Don’t you dare say I’m not useless or pathetic because I just listened to my mom go on and on about how I never work hard enough or try to succeed. I did my fucking best in that competition today. Studied for months. Practiced. Worked for it. I thought I could prove to at least me that if I tried I could do SOMTHING with myself. But of course I lost. I couldn’t even place 6th. My whole school fuckibg lost the competition. But all I can think of now is my mom telling me that I’ll go no where if I continue like this.
I want to end it now. I’m home alone again. it would be so simple. Just a few cuts at least.
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no girl plz don;t
lets talk
I need to
ok well go.
am hear for you hug
7 bullshit i was rubbish at school.
just work hard.
Hey honey. It doesn’t matter that you didn’t win. It’s not about winning.
he means that nicely
trust me don’t talk it personally
Thatsvwhat I thought
Byr I guess Im wrong
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Wer ur parents obsessed with success and hard working and happy and motivation and all that shit
Sucks
Thanks. And sorry.
sorry for what you dont need to be sorry for anything.
we all make mistakes
It’s just a game the more success you have the more money power
fined some thing you love to do take time you have shit time’s.
That’s why there push you
they
Thank you guys.
no problem i hope your ok girly
School as I look back on it was just a step in life that makes little differrence on my future. Try not to take it to hard. Its just societys standards and I say screw that. Life is on screwed up competiton.
So do I sucks.
Pill
I wish I could say screw society too.
Your mother isn’t GOD! What she says is not some kind of absolute and unquestionable truth. For what you say, she’s too blind and too distant from that kind of truth. She doesn’t see you – she doesn’t see your effort, your blood, your tears. Intelligence without those ingredients is void. A machine could accomplish what your mother seems to wish for. Don’t let her tell her who you are and to project her own faults on you! You are so much more than her destructive words… you have a value of your own, separated from her speech! If you learn to get some distance from her words, you’ll be closer to your own mirror… and you’ll be able to see that your mother is nothing more than wrong.
well if you wanna talk we still can
i know you havent said everything and thats ok if you dont wanna
No it’s fine. Email me. It might take me a while to answer though.