@Deep Abyss – is the only one that gets me.
I didn’t go through with the bleach cause it probably would kill me but I’m just going to try playing the choking game by myself and tying a scarf around my neck as tight as possible and go to sleep with nose plugs so I can’t breath that way either until I pass out in my sleep. Yeah it sounds kinda crazy but it kills people and at this point I could careless if that’s a little pain. I’m going to do this during my sleep tonight so I can’t wake up the next morning.
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i hope yo dont
i know you think i might not get you but i try
and what i have herd your loved and people really like you hear
i hope you stay
Abyss and I have similar stories but i appreciate that u and others care but it’s my decision and I plan on doing it regardless of what anyone says or feels
ya i know what you mean
i hope you can find something to live for.
deep abyss has been helping me to
and hes great 🙂
… I wish I was here earlier to stop you from trying that tonight… I wasn’t here cause it didn’t seem like anyone needed me here when I logged on earlier in the day or wanted to talk or anything… and then I had to go somewhere after logging off…
I read the other posts. If you want the effects of the nicotine patches, I’ll look it up again… but basically you die out of lack of oxygen. That’s.. suffocating to death. I looked it up after you went to bed before to check up on it.. but you weren’t here for me to tell you not to do that. I sent you an email but you never replied. The bleach thing.. I don’t think it’ll work. It’s just another way of overdosing… but with other chemicals instead of the ones you overdose with when using medicine or something. There will be lots of chances for failure.
As for the choking.. that’s not a good way to go. I’ve had times where it was hard for me to breathe because the loneliness and sadness creeps over me… and just that was hard. Choking would be even worse. Lack of oxygen can also cause brain damage that can make you regret it even more. It’ll make you worse off when you started if you survive any of them… I hope you’ll be ok in the morning.
There are better ways to end it.. I’m sure there is one.. I’m still searching for it myself when I get the chance to. Nothing so far that I can be sure of.
Hani, please use alcohol and/or anti histamine such as diphenhydramine to numb the pain! PLEASE! You can get diphen at any pharmacy prescription free. And dont eat anything prior, just dont!
SAFE Journey and see you in a better place, sister!!!
@Deep abyss – don’t worry, I think slitting your wrists with a blunt spoon has more chance of working than tying a scarf around your neck and going to sleep with nose plugs. Self-choking doesn’t work, even in your sleep, the panic response will kick in and your body will fight with all it has to remove the obstruction.
@hani3 – from your posts and the ways in which you are attempting, I really don’t believe you are serious about this. Not meaning to sound patronizing but this is a textbook case of “a cry for help”. Please go to your doctor. Best person to provide the help you so desperately need. If you carry on with these methods, you’re just going to end up doing yourself some damage and regret it later on.