Hey all, my name is Mark, I have a loving girlfriend and some good friends. I recently lost a job that i loved. I suffer from depression, it started after my mother died 10 years ago. i really don’t want to suffer anymore. I struggle everyday with the simplist things, like getting out of bed, eating, washing. It all seems utterly pointless and I want it to end. Seriously, i’m 40 years old i’m not some depressed kid (no disrespect meant). You get to a point in your life when you realise there is no point. Those I love will remember me for a while and they’ll recover from the loss. I know some of you will try and offer advice but really i don’t want it. I’ve tried many different antidepressants and they do very little to help. What I want to know is if i take 21 2mg diazepam and 28 20mg citalopram, and perhaps 20 cyndol (codine) will it do the job? I’m not being over emotional here, i just need to know. Thanks for any tips you can give.
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let me know if it works, maybe i can use that on myself…
Overdoses almost never work. You’ve come to the wrong place if you want advice on methods, I’ve been here a while now everybody is looking for “the perfect way” (in terms of lack of pain, ease of access, speed, etc).
Maybe you’ve come to the right place but you’re asking the wrong thing. Maybe you SHOULD be seeking advice. Depression can be overcome.
iF you have to ask, then you don’t really want to do it.
I have to say that diazepam codine and anti depressasnts seems like a good mix, but i’m so scared of waking up again. I want to be sure that when i do it it’s done. no regrets no time in hospital no anything just the oblivian of death.
If you don’t want to wake up again, steer clear of the drugs. You will likely wake up in hospital with various tubes coming out of you. Not nice. Neither is the damage that you will likely do to your various organs.
Suicide is hard, getting over depression is also hard, but compared to suicide, piece of cake.
Noooope. It’s weak and won’t work. You will just puke, pass out, puke, pass out and wake up getting pumped.
It hurts.. A LOT.. Don’t even bother..
if i have to ask? “i dunno” i thought this was a site that could give practical advice. I see you’re still alive, so what the fuck are you looking for? an oppourtunity to laugh at others pain? Fuck you. Thanks Angel yopu’re probably right. This is the wrong place.
sparkie1970, if anyone tells you any methods that will work that aren’t messy can you come and tell me? like…fool proof ways that won’t land me in a hospital..
you know i don’t know why i checked this site out. Maeliin i can honestly say that a mix of diazipam(valium), codine and and antidepressants will work, don’t take them all at once, space it out over a couple of hours, even eat something, and if you want drink a little alcohol, but not not much in case it makes you vom. The important thing is to let your body absorb the drugs. My mother made it work i don’t see why we can’t.
also don’t do it somewhere you will be found.
the best bet is to get a gun, but that’s almost impossible here in the UK. And even then you have to make sure you point it in the right place, you don’t want to be a disfigured cripple. Don’t risk putting it in your mouth, a shot right through the temple or straight through the forehead should work. You need too destroy the frontal lobe and as much of the other areas as you can.
so anyway, good bye. it’s been a help talking to you even if i didn’t learn anything new and was abused by “i dunno”. I reckon i’ve got it sorted. i hope you all find your escape if that’s what you really want, I have and it feels beautiful. Love and peace to all x
sparkie1970 – everybody’s physiology is different, what works for someone won’t always work for someone else.
Hang yourself from a doorknob, if no one saves you in 2 minutes you die.