I’m such a failure. Today I tried to kill myself. I tried to drown myself, had a panic attack and sat in the corner for 4 hours holding a razor to my wrist. I can’t even kill myself properly. How the fuck am I supposed to survive on my own if I can’t even do that.
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Talk to someone. Talk to a therapist. They can help and you will get better.
Been there, done that, got the t-shirt
Okay look if you failed at that for some reason somewhere inside you want to live. Trust me I gonna take a whole bottle of pills last night but last second I saw my and texted a friend eventually the friend called me. And I went into a panic like state. My friend asked if at moms or dads. When I said dads he said damn I can’t come talk to you in person.
I wish i had a friend to text :\, all of my friends tell me to stop being a ****.
Your friends say that? You’re worth better friends.
Hold on, take care even tho’ it’s hard.
Only because they think I’m joking, if i went to them and said I genuinelly want to die I think they’d freak
Your “friends” seem to kinda suck for not taking you seriously.
That’s why I’ve pushed most of my friends away, they brought me more pain than joy and i kept the few ones that know all about my problems and who actually understands without judging me. Don’t you have anyone who doesn’t think you’re joking? If you do, hold on to that person.
Friends who call you things like that aren’t really your friends. You’re not a failure, I hope you don’t kill yourself though.
If you need a friend, I’ll be one while I’m here. I’m sure lots of people here would love to be your friend too. Don’t be with friends who just call you stuff like that and not take you serious about stuff.
Nicole you dont have to go to therapist or talk anyone, we are here for you!!! YOu are one of us, do you care telling me whats up? how do you get here? you are at the end of the rope I gather, might as well let us know how you got there?
You’re friends aren’t real friends, period.
You seem like you have a really good personality, and I’m sure you could find friends who will love you and understand what you’re going through.
If not, there’s people like myself who will offer support and can talk to any time you would like. 🙂
Hey Nicola i hope ur ok and everything is fine if u need someone to just chat with I’m here to just talk I’d love to get to know u I have a personal story u might like to hear but if not we can still talk about anything
Because I’m such an idiot, I let my emotions get the better of me and I try to please everyone who’s ever hurt me, everything has just got on top of me and when I posted this I was such a mess I couldn’t stop shaking I don’t remember half the night. I blacked out, someone please email me nicola_sutton@hotmail.co.uk for a talk, I don’t even mind if you want to talk about yourselves. Just a chat with someone who understands and won’t judge would be nice <3 sorry I haven't posted in a while, please make it clear what the email subject is as I tend to not check properly and delete thank you xx