So here I am
on the brink of insanity
in this hole that I dug for myself
And everyone on the outside
they see me in here
maybe they want to help me out
but they don’t even know what they’re looking at
And as they mutter
the obligatory words of encouragement
I just dig deeper into my hole
So much deeper
that I cannot see where it began
and hopefully one day I’ll just disappear
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Wonderfull poem, mabye someone will drop a ladder in, mabye you will hit rock…ay you might end up in China.
Anyway i nice short post, thank you for posting.
kinda like alice in wonderland, going down that rabbit hole
haha that actually made me feel better…thanks
I like your poems, you write well. Thats exactly what it feels like, well said!
thank you. its really hard for me to share my true feelings with people but here I can do it so easily because I know that everyone here is pretty much in the same hole
Your welcome:) And yeah your right we sure are! im suprised how crowded its is!
haha yea
I was just really suprised when i came across this site and saw so many people who felt the way i do i was quite shocked
i kinda always suspected that a lot of people felt this way, but I had no idea that there was a site like this where we could all just talk about it openly. Every other site I came across that was about suicide was just like good samaritans or the hotline; trying to talk me out of it. Then last Friday, feeling hopelessly depressed and alone I just googled “I want to disappear” just for the sake of doing so. It led me to here and I just feel so much better when I’m here
Great poem, I know what you mean.
@sigh im always on here im becoming quite obsessed with this site i feel a bit less alone but you’s are all so far away. I found this site when i was looking up ways to kill myself. I’ve looked at a few other sites but yeah they were a bit shit this ones okay
youre incredible, sigh
thank you, that really means a lot 🙂
I like your writing. =)