How come I see people all around me happy and smiling? How come I see people around me always with others or with a loved one?
I log on facebook and see all my old high school “friends” happy with girls in their arms or happy with buds while I’m all left out here alone. How come..? We were all the same and hung out and were in the same clubs and sports team, yet how come everyone one of them is happy while I’m all alone here in my room and depressed and suicidal? How come the girl I was with, who was also depressed like me and we wereÂ happily together, so happy now without me? Why can’t I be happy like them?
How come people like me and others here on this site are all left alone to rot and die while others like them happily go on each day like it’s nothing? Always happy while we suffer? I don’t think any of the people here deserves that.
These are just questions I ask myself as I sit here today in my room. This world is unfair and messed up. I wish everyone here in this site can find happiness like those people too. For me though, I will leaveÂ this worldÂ soon enough..