How come I see people all around me happy and smiling? How come I see people around me always with others or with a loved one?
I log on facebook and see all my old high school “friends” happy with girls in their arms or happy with buds while I’m all left out here alone. How come..? We were all the same and hung out and were in the same clubs and sports team, yet how come everyone one of them is happy while I’m all alone here in my room and depressed and suicidal? How come the girl I was with, who was also depressed like me and we were happily together, so happy now without me? Why can’t I be happy like them?
How come people like me and others here on this site are all left alone to rot and die while others like them happily go on each day like it’s nothing? Always happy while we suffer? I don’t think any of the people here deserves that.
These are just questions I ask myself as I sit here today in my room. This world is unfair and messed up. I wish everyone here in this site can find happiness like those people too. For me though, I will leave this world soon enough..
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Why was I chosen to suffer?
Why did I have to get raped?
How can everyone be so happy, while I’m stuck feeling like this?
Why was I the one to live this life?
What did I do to deserve this life?!
@dyingtoknow: Yeah, you don’t deserve any of that. You deserve happiness and bliss.
it’s the way people deal with sadness in their lives: some of them think about it so much that they get crazy and depressed. other make the best out of it, always try to find a positive thing in it and don’t think about it anymore so that they’ll forget it. but you also have to talk about it to let the pain go away, then you can forget about it. and happy people also forgive people , but they forgive it for themselves, so that they can live in peace with it. forgiving doesnt mean that you’re oke with wwhat they’ve done to you . It means that you will close this chapter to move on and you won’t let their behaviour control your life.
And remember, people who seem happy are not always happy, there are soo many things going on behind those smiles. they just don’t show it.