I had an exit bag, but I didn’t have the helium so I just tried to slowly suffocate myself. I kept trying to focus and stick with it but I guess the panic got to me in the end, I don’t really remember. I could barely get up afterwards with a huge headache and a lot of dizziness and I threw up. I guess I’ll have to try harder next time or something else. I’m tired of the pain and I just want to die. I can’t even do that properly it seems.
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I’m not trying to encourage you but your reaction to the rising carbon dioxide levels you were breathing were entirely normal. This doesn’t make you a failure. I hope you don’t try again.
Take care x
Everyone that has tried this method reacts the exact same way. It’s in our nature (I mean it in a body centered way) to save ourselves even the last minute. I think the only way to make it through that way is to pass out while you have the bag on your head but not too late to feel suffocated. If you do you will just tear the bag off as many times as you try it and stay with a terrible headache. Still I hope you think it through once more before you try a more effective way. We all are in the same situation and I think all of us are trying to give ourselves a second chance to live another day that may feel better… Hope you don’t give up yet.
try shitloads of alcohol
just cut yourself. a lot. it will help. if you want the pain to go away. then just cut yourself. find that beautiful person that you love and show him/her what you did to yourself and tell him/her that you really REALLY Love him/her
Not trying to be mean but if someone was to cut themselves and show me that they care for me that way it would totally freak me out!! Not the way to do things… and don’t try killing yourself God put you on this earth for his plan.. he loves you and you are his child.. life may be hard, but you have to look beyond that and know that days can and will get better!