I want to end my existence i dont have much money, and i want it to end like either an accident or something like a bacteria or virus so my parents wont blame themselves.. plz dont try to argue with me or and kind of crap like that..
because i’ve used all my fucking life on helping people, wearing myself out.. getting nothing in return, you might say that there are many people who love me etc. etc. that im better than this.. does it really sound like i care for that anymore?
i’ve done enough to set my legancy (footprint) in this world.. and you know what.. I could do so much more for humaity BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE, give me one good reason for still being, because i’ve analysed my way through them all, for a person like me… im better off dead then living.. and the only reason is the way “our” world is constructed…
if you dont understand what i mean.. just.. dont ask, i wont bother explaining anymore..
But to help out if you really dont understand what is the most essential part for living on this planet? and what is the second most important part that would also substain the first part of my question?…..