I want to end my existence i dont have much money, and i want it to end like either an accident or something like a bacteria or virus so my parents wont blame themselves.. plz dont try to argue with me or and kind of crap like that..
because i’ve used all my fucking life on helping people, wearing myself out.. getting nothing in return, you might say that there are many people who love me etc. etc. that im better than this.. does it really sound like i care for that anymore?
i’ve done enough to set my legancy (footprint) in this world.. and you know what.. I could do so much more for humaity BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE, give me one good reason for still being, because i’ve analysed my way through them all, for a person like me… im better off dead then living.. and the only reason is the way “our” world is constructed…
if you dont understand what i mean.. just.. dont ask, i wont bother explaining anymore..
But to help out if you really dont understand what is the most essential part for living on this planet? and what is the second most important part that would also substain the first part of my question?…..
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guess it’s only ignorant or whiney people who gets an response….
The only accident way I can think of is to drive your car into a wall or something. Sorry I can’t be of more help.
The most essential part is getting a physical body, you’ve already done that and the second to sustain that is to repent of your sins.
But I know what you mean about how the world is, maybe you tried to make the world a better place, but everybody keeps messing it up.
Sometimes all we can do is the small things.
i guess you could cut yourself and infect your blood or something? but why not just let the truth be known and go down with it?
ningyou, i’ve tried accedently to be in such an accident.. and it is painful 😛 so that’s not really an option, not-good-enough im not religious in any way, i dont even want to get into that argument but that’s the way it is for me.. i’d rather believe in nothing after death then an naive hope for something important afterwards… rocky, that idea is just too slow and unaffective…
but thanks for your replies anyway 🙂
Stop giving ideas!no one is dying.not if I can help it.
You could try eating lots of yoghurt. That has bacteria, right? Or maybe just start licking things in public like door handles and stuff. You’re bound to catch something sooner or later.
licking things in public…. Ya definatly wonderful idea buddy =p i personally would let it sit.. You can die ANY time you choose… Two weeks, a month, a year… But you wont get another chance to live. . . Thats just my out look on it.. Im not telling you NOT to do it, just to wait a while
I don’t think there’s one thing that is the key to existence here. It’s different for everyone. Some people don’t have one and some people can’t find one. They change, too. The things I thought I cared about one day… They just stopped having any meaning. I know what you mean, maybe even how you feel. I’ve helped people. I could help so much more. Somehow, I don’t care. I don’t want to be responsible for anything, be it good or be it bad.
All of you shut up.stop giving suicide ideas
idk if this is too late, but the most essential part of being is the “what” and the second is finding out what the “what” is. the moment “what” is found life is meaningless.
that is to say, the journey is the most essential part of being. what the journey is for is up for the individual to decipher
20 excuses: you probably wont see this anyway.. but thanks that is actually what i feel and have been through.. but i have another chance, i just dont know if i should care for it, at the given time what makes me most depressed is this ignorant world we’re living in, we have so much potential.. but.. we’re screwing eachother over for own gain and raping the planet need i say more? if there are such thing as a god.. This must be hell..
but im not religious.. just being metaphorical