Anywho, I’m not really depressed, at least, not in the given sense. See, I suffer from ASPD, better known as sociopathy or psychopathy. (two seperate critters, why ASPD is more accurate) I can “like” a situation, but not a person. I feel no attachement or empathy towards others and to blend in I “fake” emotions. Why I’m posting here is I want to die to keep the monster in me from breaking loose. I would like to discuss sites or books about the matter. (since I know some of you can not or will not post ideas or methods)
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Have you be professionally diagnosed though? Or is this just how you think you feel? Not that it matters because no one knows you better then you.
If you really want death, then there are many simple ways to get it done.
Hanging yourself, jumping off a tall cliff or building, using a gun with the muzzle of the gun pointed to the top of your mouth to lodge the bullet through your head. Cutting your neck open so you drown in your own blood or bleed to death. Cutting the veins in your wrists so you bleed to death. the helium exit way. Many different ways. I could keep going on and on.
You just need to fully decide if this is what you actually want. You should also consider seeing a psychitrist and/or therapist first. It may help before you finalize anything.
I’ve been proffesionally diagnosed, yes. I am drawn to death by gun, helium is too quiet. Neck cutting could be an alternative… I’ll look into them.
By too quiet… Meaning you want someone to take recognition in your death? You don’t want to die, and have no one know you’re dead?
No, I don’t really care how or if people find me, I’d just rather leave a nice bloody, violent mess is all.
Oh well then I might suggest a multisuicide. Or exosives. Heh.
a multisuicide would be interesting. explosives would be hard to obtain, and I would have to research how to effectively create an explosive
You could make an effective explosive using fireworks 😉 which here, are sold are every corner store.
Yeah, I could just go to Daytona or Cocoa and get a massive amounts there. I’d assume you just combine all the gunpowder and light? May also think about some chemicals I have for construction/demolition, those could be useful….
See? Just need to give it a little thought and there are ways to get it done.
I don’t think a sociopath would be desperate or suicidal. Professionals can make mistakes and they often do.
I don’t think you should kill yourself because a sociopath wouldn’t do that and they wouldn’t choose a username such as lostindespair.
Seriously get a second opinion and get help for what you are going through. Love yourself and challenge yourself.
Fuck the label it’s probably bullshit.