I have it all researched. Now just time to practice. I’d write more about it on here, but I’m afraid that this site is moderated. Don’t want the cops raiding this place while I’m right in the middle of doing it. If that’s even possible. I’ve looked into this quite a bit and am pretty confident that it’s going to work out. I’m feeling a great sense of peace here.
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Alright, tell us about your plan, inquiring minds want to know.
I figured out a way to strangle oneself without closing the trachea (extremely painful); it just closes the carotid and jugular and causes you to pass out within ten-fifteen seconds if done right.
This site isn’t monitored, what’s your plan?
Please open up an talk to someone
I have wanted to end my life over and over and the only people that really understood me were people going through the same thing so I would consider my best friends the ones who are depressed because they understand me. Suicide is not always the best answer to our problems, yes I know it does bring a sense of peace but things can change in an instant and things can start looking up for you again. Sometimes this takes time. When I am most suicidal and because I believe I start arguing to God and ask him what do I have to live for and anything else on my mind. I find comfort in just letting all my feelings, hates, and pain to him so maybe this can work for you. No I still feel depressed but my suicidal tendancies go away for a bit and after all the tears I am just tired so I usually have a nap. To me God is the one entity that has not done anything to hurt me although I will not always understand him and I even often blame him for many things but in the end God is what keeps me alive. I agree there are so many bad people out there and life seems to be so unfair but as long as I’m alive I leave it to God to fix me and to be there for me all the time so if I feel I am about to stumble I have faith that he knows so I start talking to him again and warn him what I am going to do to myself then again after many tears I am still alive. I believe I am still alive because he has a purpose for me in a profound way. Well am I excited about it? Not really, I really don’t find much to enjoy in life anymore because I deal with a lot of emotional pain due to much loss in my life. But, if God wants me to be alive for some reason then so be it. Anyway after I go through with these thoughts of suicide and arguing with God I feel some peace afterwards. I hope you really think twice or three times before you go through with your plan. I know one thing and that God loves us all, it is our choice to live the life he has set out for us which I understand can be very difficult at times but nonetheless God can bring you peace. Take care.
Are you so sure your method will work? I spent a lot of time thinking about pro&cons of the various methods and I’m pretty sure most of them are not painless. Others have few possibilities of success… I found out wht would be the ideal (at least for me), but it’s not so easy to implement in the country where I live. So I opted for a second choice that’s not so fast as the first one, but at least I hope it’s painless and will work. Anyway once you find out your method you fell a sense of peace, that’s true: I think it’ because you know you have a sort of “excaping door”,
How do you practice suicide? If you get it right, you only do it once. Otherwise, you probably end up in the hospital. Its kind of all or nothing, right?
I nearly died last Sep. 2011 using baclofen. I don’t have access to a gun (which my brother used when he was 32). I’ve scoped out some steep cliffs around here that land in a river and could maybe (if drunk enough) just steer myself that way on full throdle before I could change my mind. Or, how about 500 Tylenol? (And a drive?) I DO NOT want to end up in a comma or end up even more of a burden than I already am. My depression goes back many years and I’ve tried everything! Every med., therapy you can try! I haven’t been out of bed for 18 months now. Not to even change my sheets! I AM SO DONE!