Success means nothing anymore..

I have been battling depression for many years. For the past year I have been making tons of money but I honestly don’t give a shit. And now I’m working on a new project and have investors who are counting on me. Everyone thinks this will be a success. I think it will be too, but they can’t pull it off without me. I think I’ll wait until it’s completed and then commit suicide. I feel hopeless. I will become successful alone. I guess it’s always good to quit while ahead.