Alot of people wont read this, I am not that interesting. I am not humorous or witty. I have no money in the bank and no romance story for you. This will read as if im a mentally ill asian man who doesnt have a job. Maybe like a japanese person that kills thierself to save face or ass. It is four am on the first or possibly second day of spring, i will get no vagina this mating season as i am very poor. I have been schizophrenic almost all my life. Now in my early twenties i begin to worsen, and become more sick than human. I will stop there because you wont understand what its like to think that your thoughts are being stolen from you and talked about in the next your when your not paying attention. the tv speaks my name tho, President Obama mentioned me one of his speeches. Not really im fucking nuts, but not being in reality makes life incredibly painful. Im a type B so i know im crazy but i just cant stop the voices. My family wont allow me to seek help, and lovers have never wanted me to either. Dont medicate they say…but whatever i hate them more than god hates …idk you. As you can tell by the last sentence i have no friends. Im on a computer day and night trying to find a job to get out of the debt that college has made for me. If i dont get a job soon then i will be in very bad credit. I have a criminal record so no one will hire me. By now you hate me for the racist arrogant scum i am. I will hurt you, so obviously no one wants me around. Method? What does it matter i will go out in pain like i live with it. Hell is but a blink away…i plan to get drunk enough to do it today. Please dont pitty me it will only make tis sadder than it already is. My family will be effected but what will i care ill be dead.