I know the reason for my insecurities, my desperation, and my fears. The main cause that everyone else think that they can solve, but in reality only one person can fix. I hear everyone say that you need to say it out loud to make you feel any better about it, but honestly I’m perfectly fine keeping it all to myself and not telling anyone face-to-face.
I don’t need to be loaded on drugs to suppress this fact, I don’t need some person that spent 12 years of their life perfecting the theories to analyze my life and my choices. The only one who can judge me is God, and that’s the only one I expect to help me through this heartache and solve this problem.
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Its true – you can only expect God to help you through what mortals can’t. Fair enough statement to make.
He is the Director of this show…good for you for. I often hate how I feel but what are the people learning who are living a charmed life? It’s our own negative attitude and perspective on our own situations that makes it so much worse. Our predicaments make us go deep into ourselves…. So I figure I’ll take a positive attitude about my situation…my soul must be in it’s glory to be continuously tested by the fire. Didn’t Plato say “An unexamined life is not a life worth living.”
It’s great that you know who to trust – as difficult as it may be and confusing, I never regret trusting God. 🙂
I’ve been through diffculties and pain and God has helped me through them as I live on – it’s not easy, but it is so worth it – God gives me hope and I’m glad He gives you some too.