trapped in a life
that I don’t wish to live
not afraid of death
just can’t seem to find it
too tired to keep living
too tired to die
feeling so hollow
so empty inside
feels like I’m just barely alive
maybe one day
I’ll cave in and die
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Hey sigh I hope you’re having a peaceful day,
i like it and i agree,
…I’m too tired, got to go to the groceries, got to manage this that…why? I dont have any fuel left in me, i turn to nothing…Idle mind, willlesness.
I wish i could exit with you some day…
thanks, I’ll be on messenger later, I have to go to class now, take everything I have left in me and go to some class and act normal. But i’ll talk to you later
real world can be boring indeed, because we are trapped & limited in this physical body. we can’t fly, we can’t zoom out, we don’t have superpower like in Matrix & other cool movies.
I also can relate.
but, unfortunately, this is the ONLY earthly life we have,..so you got to find ANY thing that’s worth truly living & breathing for.
Maybe join a Cause you believe in, and fight for it?
Maybe find a Purpose
Maybe keep seeking & seeking more truths, wisdom & even ‘secret’ knowledge (and screw society, don’t ever listen to THEIR standards! you are not THEM! you have MORE potentials than the rest of ‘numb, dull’ society!)
Maybe keep being Open heart & mind, and you’ll soon find somebody or a friend that will truly worth every ounce of your breathe, and you’ll suddenly see that life is all beautiful again (wasn’t there one or two of the posters here have finally found their best buddies, and they left such a happy ‘goodbye’ message in this website?)
Maybe find a hobby, find your calling, whether it’s art, sport, writing, painting, poetry, theorizing, blogging….then nurture it, and trust that people will soon connect with you! trust that you are NOT that alone. there are other many like-minded souls like you.
and many many others.
Live, don’t just exist.
Or have you ever heard of the term “astral projection”?
I’ve read that u can actually enter that ‘higher dimension/realm’ in this Universe, but first u have to higher ur frequency/vibration than this “3D” world, and u can do this by meditation, and silently listening to ur Higher Self.
Try google “astral projection” and “Ascension”
some really fascinating stuff you’ll find!
At least I know I do find ’em very interesting and not boring or numbing!
@ Niki, in my sleep I was flying in the astral…went to sit on what I believed to be a ledge of a building and I slipped off and was falling…screaming, freaking…I felt a very large presence around me…gently cupped my mouth and hold my hands and settled me back in my body and I woke up…
Unreal and wild…Kind of awesome…all sorts of experiences like that…and it’s nothing I ever pursued..
@niki,
ive attempted astral projection for years it’s very hard but very real. The feeling of leaving your body is amazing and it’s very real, you literally feel yourself detaching from flesh and bone like a camera.