You’re just scared. Confused. And there’s nothing wrong with that. You’re only human.
So throw away those dark thoughts. Stop feeding them. Because the more you tell yourself that you’re worthless, that you can’t take anymore…the more you will start to believe it.
You’re NOT hopeless.
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i hate u
I’ve told myself too many times, I believe it myself, I can’t talk myself out of it. I am hopeless. I don’t deserve happiness. It will not find me.
lol boardzrus. And to the poster, I really am without hope. For recovery, anyway.
Yes. Isn’t it so damn obvious we can all just throw away the emotions and thoughts that have brought us here. Throw them into the wind and skip out of this mid frame a happier person.
Don’t you think we’ve tried? Ive spent hours trying trying convince myself I’m being unreasonable and I should just renounce all of this suicidal business and go on with my life. But how do you give up something that’s a part of? Half the time the only sensible way to return things to norm is removing myself out of the equasion.
And no that was nt entirely out of anger. Just 3% annoyance and 97% thoughts I’ve already had
hope is elusive, but when hope fails, Love can take over. when Love fails, then hope is dead
After decades of trying everything and nothing working- yes, I am hopeless. More than anything this world is hopeless. By the way the world is going everything is and will get worse. That means EVERYBODY’S lives will get worse. From the place I’m at in life knowing that everything will get worse is unacceptable and unliveable to me. Even IF the world doesn’t get worse there are no solutions to my problems.
I’ve tried everything I know. But, I see this world for what it is. Us on this board, we live with our eyes open. We see the truths and don’t live in denial. We KNOW how the world is. That’s why we are in pain.
For the record I don’t see myself as worthless. The fact that I DO love myself is why I want to die. Nobody deserves to live my life- including me. I want to get away from this life… this pain. What if after I’m dead I’m put into more pain? I’ll take anything different over living on this planet. I’ll risk it just to go somewhere different. I’ll take that chance.
Life can be good and worth it. It may take a while, but it is possible. I know it can be hard, but it is worth it.